Energi Negatif

There's Not Much going on today. I'm really bored, it's getting late. Why one problem can makes my days so mess. Like there's nobody who trully care 'bout me. They wouldn't even open up the door.They never made me feel like I was special. Like I was special, cos I was special. Who care bout what I thinks today, who's care what i said..... Who's the false...me or only me ??? why today, there's alot a special think bout I just can bite my nails. Why when everythink sound so easely , I feel so difficult to face my world. I feel recently days I just spread my negative energy to all around...Make someone feel jealously, angry. What's wrong??? There's a lot of question on my mind and I need a answer, two years laters and I still here....bring my heart in the unreal war....... Just my mind stuck on this condition....Feel so bored and want to blame my self !!!